Dont ask for the explainations but now I have a stronger belief in "Man proposes and God disposes..."......

Perhaps , I have learned something about myself ... there are times when you want to cut yourself from the world and have your own corner , with your own conscience talking to yourself , the happiness applausing for you and all the self-appraisals jumping in ... I have found out that I can be alone and not yet lonely...

I have found that all knowledge of this world is inside me ...I have found that it needed an Apple for Newton to decipher that it was Gravity that was pulling it , the idea was already inside Newton's grey cells , only a situation was needed in an external world to let the idea come out ...so all knowledge is already inside us and how much of it we can really take out and show it to the world is what is really called "knowledgable person" as for the one who is successful .....................

I have found out that Buddhism is one of the most simple and peaceful religions in the world ...the only Saint who doesnot mention about the God in his teachings and instead tells a normal being how you can lead yourself to the righteous path , all this came to me when I visited Bihar last year namely BodhGaya and Nalanda University , I had the oppurtunity to feel the tree under which Buddha attained enlightenment , during which he deciphered all the knowledge he had inside himself. ...

It was a special day perhaps , the insti was hosting the infant care centre function , where sweet little kids moving their brittle body parts! ...though I knew about this programme through the server-mail , but who is interested in attending it when you have plenty of other things to do , but through my close friend , I did came to know ...that I was needed at the backstage to dress some little guy named Divyam , and Oh! God ! was he looking soooo cute in that Bhangra Dress , I guess he lived upto the expectation of the form of dance I have long cherished and performed , though I couldnt attend the programme , but that little kid did make an impression in my heart...

Now the results dont matter anymore , been used to every possible conclusion possible. Test-series is going fine but not as per my own convictions.... Somehow I find myself being enlightened up by something hidden....I do remember ....maybe but these are the words :

"He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But Gravity always Wins and it wears them out..."

The best way to come over your own limits is to overcome them within the limits of Nature....

Small water drops stranded in the air
Hidden behind the reflections , a cloudy layer
Perhaps a fallen leaf , dragged along the wind-direction
Or my own mirror looking at my reverse-reaction...
A hint of serenity , the scenario fades away
Maybe the dew-drops fell , and on the ground they Lay...
Swallowed by the Ground , taken into control
My Vision blurred , someone else was looking through the hole...