"Life is about turning dilemmas into curiosities, talents into passions and seconds into eternity"

Mar 30, 2006

I logged on to Orkut today and Today's Fortune stated that:

"You are going to have a very comfortable old age"

So what did it exactly meant ? ... Am I going to get old comfortably ....or is it that when I will get old I will live comfortably , or my age would be very comfortable when I grow old , something like ," Hey I am 72 , does that number sound comfortable to you?" ... or something like , " Hey I am old , now I can expect a comfortable lifestyle !!" , or should it be like "Hey buddy , sooner or later you will realize I am more comfortable at my age than your comfortability at your old-age , its not relative as it may seem to your Comfortability!!" ..... OR would it be like 'I am """going""" to have a very comfortable old-age , so maybe I need to go somewhere to achieve the comfortness I yearn for....????? ......
A light from the northern part of the sky..

Below it ... I wasnt standing .... maybe it was the Aurora , that amazing display of light...

One of my other souls departed under the hidden shades , but how didnt I come to know..

Maybe a temporary loss of mind-presence or a blunder on my own side????

Water droplets on my right cheek... simplified...all so simplified...

Not more than enough was me perception , I hid it behind my back...

Sanctified , a bit rectified , a hidden truth of my other soul... not 'HE' ...

I asked , I shouted , voice pitch so high , my second one lost the 'given' ABod(e)...

My other haLF was still wondering , If I am being donated to God...

Mar 27, 2006

"And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7"
Currently badly addicted to this song called "Needled 24/7" by Children Of Bodom . And if you are thinking of downloading this mp3 , I advise dont ... Alexi Rocks!

Mar 16, 2006

Had a really busy day , did lots of things , not much to write about though , just that going home tomorrow , though I dont feel like leaving BITS , but mom's waiting .. :) ....and I miss the fights with my little brother , so here I go...

Mar 13, 2006

Just to avoid travelling during holi holidays , I am delaying my visit to home , and IPC centre would remain closed for two days and GYM-G too , so besides playing holiday , I would have to sort out ways to kill time...

Perhaps I should issue some book from the library , I am good at getting asleep while reading books , so that would kill a lot of time... attended a lecture today , it was sheer torture listening to Inorganic chemistry which is mostly cramming , planning a cricket game with the wingies in the evening ... ... and a trip to Khetri tomorrow witht he wingies .. and most probably Holi celeb. on wednesday..

Mar 11, 2006

I have a really tired pair of Legs , just got a bit too enthued while practising step-shoots at the Baski-court . And perhaps my coming 3 days would be damn boring , with acads going for a bit of nap , no RAF movies , wingies running home , and Holi-holiday and considering I cant go home before 16th , I think I would be having a real tough time suffering from loneliness ....

hmmmm..... ahh yes ... perhaps my only supporters during this time would be my cycle (i luv it.. when it speeds) , my walkman ( The typical Green Day,Radiohead /50 sent and Bhangra stuff..) and my pet lizard which is now back from winter-hibernation to check every single mosquito out there in my room ...

Perhaps I can use the coming 2-3 days for reading the J.Gribbin book I had issued from the library ... or maybe I can strum something on my guitar ... or maybe I can just sleep ..... the thing I am best at. .. :)

Mar 10, 2006

Pilani is a mysterious place . What more... , I witness 3 types of weather conditions in the same day. Morning 8-9 's are really cold (especially for a guy like me who has all day first hours) , so you really need to put some fiber onto your body , 10 - 1 are ok , and 1-3 PM's are blazing , 5-7 is when I have my basketball sessions , perhaps the best time of the day for me.. ... and in nights , it rains , so when did Mr.RainGod feel like crying in the early March , that also in the night??? ...

Green Day : Wake Me Up When September Ends :

"Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars ,
Drenched in my pain again ,
Becoming Who we Are... "

Most of my wingies are visiting home this coming week after their EG exams , I'm planning to visit home perhaps next-to-next week .. , for now my home is locked... Until then .. 'here comes the rain again...' :)

Mar 9, 2006

Well , its been 4 days , since I have started playing Basketball at BITS , ....last time I played it was in my 7th class , ...i remember I was the tallest boy in my class , and it was an Army School ... a big change for someone who has studied for 7 years at convent schools , and suddenly joining an Army School , it was because my family had shifted to the cantt. area of Ambala(Haryana) due to my papa's job , so... it was a whole new experience living along with army families .. well forget it ... my poor mind...it has soooooo many memories...

Well , yes Baski , though its just been 4 days , I am getting some rhythm in my shoots and dribbling is also getting better ... though the coach is really helping , I played a baski match with some Big guys ... and got badly screwed... :) , I was still a beginner . though I did my verryyyy Best....! ..Anyways .... hope my hard work will pay off...someday..

Mar 6, 2006

There are times when you are completely addicted to a song , and I must confess I just love the concept behind this particular song , its basically about common man and woman , living in a plastic world , where everyone is so commercialised with no space for human feelings left ,then the singer sings that although He loves a girl and 'she feels like the real thing', that is with all the chemicals and cosmetics on her face , she'has lost her true beauty and just fake-plastic face is left which feels like real ....the singer talks about the fake plastic earth and his plastic faced love.. ...I just love this song ...and I'm damn sure when I get at 80 , I would still love this song... Although lyrics when simply read are not so appealing , but the singer just bursts the emotions out of this song with his pinching-voice...A must d-ownlaod for all u mp3 freeakss!

'Fake Plastic Love: Radiohead' (Try to listen to the Acoustic Version....I like that more..)

Her Green plastic watering can
For her fake chinese rubber plant
In her fake plastic earth.
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans.
to get rid of itself.
And It Wears Her Out, it wears her outIt wears her out, it wears her out.

She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns.
He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins.
And It Wears Him Out, it wears him outIt wears him out, it wears him out.

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My Fake Plastic Love.
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run
And It Wears Me Out, it wears me outIt wears me out, it wears me out.

And if I could BE who you wanted
If I could BE who you wanted,
All the time, all the time, ohhh... ohh...

Mar 3, 2006

"I guess its been a long time since I have babbled about my life ... Like always ..I am again one of those guys who has a lot to do .... lots of jobs ...some of them imposed by the external world ...the ones which everyone must do to survive..while some self-created ones ...with a hope that I can still maintain the sanctity of my life...."

Being a burdened-soul these days , I am still counting upon my options , somethings I have to prioritize while some have to be decremented . I have been bestowed with the responsibilty of preparing for the Saturday-Science Debate , Saturday-Chem-Quiz , Baski-coaching(which I was suppose to start today...but cudnt...) ..( I always wanted to excel in baski ..i mean cum'on ...am so tall..) ....

Well besides all that , my 24x7 soft-corner for someone is always eyeing the opportunities which I am so regretful of...The only time I have been quite a loser is when my soft-corner acts sooo wierd... I just wish .... someday (quick enuff..) .... someone gets to know ....that I am not a loser...Just a bit confined and introvert when it comes to this matter...Because this is a public domain...I limit myself...to Stop Here...

Majority of my time in the day is passed on sitting infornt of the machine.. (comp.) , orkutting , blogging ...especially when I have so many other things to do...

I wish I would enclose all my problems in an envelope , seal it and throw it from the edge of a cliff no-one knows of...

Recently been listening to Green Day a lot... "Give me Novocaine.." ...I just love the drums...